So I have this person

in my life. Yes, this one person that for some reason serves as a steady indicator of how certain relationships in my life are going. If I want to really see this person and hang out then that means that in general, my life is going in X direction. If I don’t see this person, then that means that I’m usually going in Y direction.

Now, I need to go in Y direction, because Y direction is the direction that I want to be headed, where I need to be. But, whenever my life starts to get shaky, this X direction is always there and ALWAYS provides me comfort in that moment. 

The second my life is headed in Y, I feel like I’m finally starting to break free of direction X and it feels good. However, the second this person starts consuming my thoughts, I know that my relationships with other people aren’t as strong as I originally thought them to be (or my perception of a person is changing), and I revert back to X because it’s what is comfortable to me. However, this person could never be the person I would potentially want him/her to be in my life, which is why direction X takes more of a negative connotation because it’s like I go to a person who I know does not respect me or care about me to the level that I would want.

Weird how an actual person can play such an indicator.

and at this moment… I’m in direction X

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karen underwood/peachy goel

I just need to document this moment as well.

thank YOU for all your support, love, guidance, meep moments, amazing dancing, sushi eating moments.

these moments are the best and when i look back when i’m a wrinkly prune, you’re going to be a part of a lot of the best memories in my life<3

keenypeach:

I just need to document this moment

thanks for the unconditional love, talks, understanding, cuddles, movie nights, songs, tetris games, and article of clothing.

;] <3

itchyscratchy92 asked: pride

I feel as though I’m really compassionate about the world and want to see/help enact changes desperately needed within not only our society but also the world as a whole. I believe in the well-being of a person rather than the well-being of a corporation, machine, etc and that’s something that I pride myself on because I don’t think a lot of people think that way. <3 how about you love? 

Post one of the 7 deadly sins in my ask box for:

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so random

poli 133g essay thinking.

the U.S advocates free-trade, laissez-faire ideology, etc.

lol yet chrysler has been bailed out twice in the last 30 years with OUR tax-payer dollars… like sorry that you guys didn’t seem to find the oil crises in the 70’s pertinent and sorry that you didn’t invest in fuel-efficient technology.. and sorry that your cars have pretty much sucked horribly compared to foreign cars (i’ll give them credit, though, i think there cars are becoming of better quality now? maybe. who knows) but i guess that’s what government intervention does… saves companies that put out a shitty product, using direct subsidies and tax-payer dollars.

and while I know there are way more factors involved (like the economic implications blah bah blah too big to fail blah blah blah)… just from principle it seems a little hazy.

and then you call out other countries like Japan for not holding to the general rules of capitalism and free-trade? when in reality Japan’s economic growth and centralized policies have never explicitly involved the people’s money, rather through carefully planned economic structures and norms of reciprocity that I guess the United States completely seems to lack. And the fact that they actively chose to invest in sectors that they predicted would be booming in the 80’s/90’s while the United States sat comfortable thinking that it’d always be the best power in the world so it didn’t take the time to foster growth and then they’re the ones claiming they’ve been wronged in the 80s/90s because Japan was starting to take a noticeable percent of the market share in a few sectors. LOL

the irony.

darling girl.

there’s something about you.

it’s refreshing, nice, uplifting.

you’re supportive.

you care.

i care, about you.

(:

i hope you’re having the best dreams. can’t wait to be laying next to you and talking the night away. 

college

I LOVE YOU<3 nights like those make my life.

and now it’s totally obvious that i’m creeping on your tumblr because i’m reblogging stuff you posted more than a week ago AHHAHA<3

keenypeach:

dropping your nietzsche reading (even READING nietzsche in the first place, what a DREAM)

to chill out with your best friend

drinking some wine, watching a really sweet movie

rubbing her arm and back when she starts to cry

trying to hide the fact that you’re giggling at her crying

and both of you end up collapsing in giggles, with hers punctuated by sobs

that shit constitutes what I know are the best memories of my life.

me: by the way i’m almost 3/4 done with picking songs that I wanna burn on a CD for you:) ahahaha it’s probably the most random compilation of songs ever

you: I can’t wait to hear the CD! I’m hoping for shitloads of Soulja Boy!!

major LOL moment for me.

the way you say things.. or your humor i don’t know what it is but it seriously makes me laugh SO much ahahhaah. i legitimately was in geisel for like 5 minutes cracking up.